Aaka

She watched the land through hollow eyes her white pelt shifting in the whispering wind. Night had fallen now and she could live with that. Night was her time. She stared over the land and sighed softly. Faintly an image passed through her mind but she ignored it. Little Shadow coming back to haunt her. Again. And Again. Images of the old pack came to her mind but she ignored that to. She couldnt handle this, not right now. She sighed softly and looked above to see stars twinkling warmly at her. The suns last rays left the ground and moons silver shadows danced around her in anxious waiting. She was alone. Legosa and the pups were back at the pack lands with Aila. Casino and Poker were off somewhere or other. But Aaka needed time away from the pack away from all of them. The white alphess was having difficulties these days and so she kept busy. She needed to remain that way otherwise the past would get to her again and if that happened she was in trouble. She might have a relapse and kill them all. Legosa would stop her though. He was the only wolf she had ever found that could stop her, that met her strength and fang for fang. He was the only wolf that had challenged her and gotten away with it. Soulless had tried at one point in time as had Kachina and Storm Warning but they had all been met by fang. Legosa...Legosa had been met by fang and both had exuasted one another. Now...Now all she wanted was happiness. She had pups and a wonderful mate. But a chunk of her was missing. A portion of life that seemed taken from her, stolen.

I just wish that One Day It will All go Away